.. Hong Kong ..

Visiting Hong Kong with Mummy & Wen this Sunday!

陪妈妈去散散心。。。

Praying that it will be a good trip for Mummy...

And Dad & Mum can have a good talk after that....

It's our first visit to HK too..

Looking forward to it. :)

.. 妈妈好憔悴 ..

It has been a week since the incident happened.  And it has been a week since Mum moved over to Grandma's house & stay over there...

It's amazing...  The day when Mum went over, it was also the first day that my uncle rented a room to this Chinese lady.  She happened to be a Bible School student here, and she has been really a great encouragement to Mum....  She talked to Mum, prayed with her, brought her to prayer meeting...

Mum shared with us that her 意志力 has been very low...  Thankfully this sister was there to be a companion to her.  Seems that God has placed her there...  For such a time as this?

Went to JB with Mum & Mad today...  Mum looked so haggard.  Her eyes....  Must have been crying a lot.

有家归不得 ... What nonsense is that ...

Dad is still the same.  Been trying to talk to him...  Sometimes I really dunno what is he thinking of.

Just felt that we should settle this whole thing soon...  Why should Mum be the one avoiding us & leaving home, when she isn't even the person at fault?..

爸爸。。。 您对妈妈好残忍。。。

Divorce?

Reality sets in...

Mum wants a divorce.

Dad is unrepentant.

I thought we all have grown up.. I thought I can accept this..

But as e reality sets in, Mad checking out on e law firms that we can engage, it dawns upon me..

Is e family going to be separated from here?

How will things be like from here?

I don't want to be separated from Wen.

I don't want to be separated from Mum.

Though v upset with dad, Christ's love is already so deep rooted, that I can't choose to be so upset to leave him by himself.

I still love dad. I don't want to be separated from him.

Will dad just choose to humble himself... Admit his mistakes. Dun do it again.. They can still reconcile.

Dad needs God.. He needs to see that he needs Him.

Father God.. I just commit this to You. Indeed You know how much we can bear..

Papa. Pride won't bring you anywhere. It destroys your life. Choose love..

We love you a lot...

.. God of the Generations ..

What an awesome word it was from Pastor Tan yesterday!

I was totally blown away....  At the last part of it!

The Bible is indeed credible, the Word from God that we can put our trust in.

God is indeed the God of the generations, seeking to bless His people.  Everyone who chooses to turn to Him.

I am full of hope, and expectancy, to see the great & mighty things that He is going to do through our lives, individually, as well as a church.

God...  You are so good, so good...

.. Childlike Faith ..

But Jesus said, “Let the children come to me. Don’t stop them! For the Kingdom of Heaven belongs to those who are like these children.” And he placed his hands on their heads and blessed them before he left. ~ Matt 19:14-15

Recently I had this encounter with Samuel, which I felt really blessed by it..

I brought him downstairs for some cycling activity... and I was so proud of my nephew that he can cycle on his own now!  When he first started, he had problem peddling..  But that day, he was able to!  So I just asked him casually, Wow Samuel you can cycle now!  Who taught you?

Initially he responded, "I teach myself..."  So I said "Wow, so clever huh"..

But then after a pause, he actually said this: "Jesus teach me.  I pray, and He teach me."

And he went on singing this song we always sang in the children's church & JAMs church.

God is so good...  God is so good...
God is so good, He's so good to me!

Honestly, I was a little surprised by him!  At this young age, he already knew how to give thanks & give all glory to God!  He is only 4!

I started to ponder..  Children like Samuel, perhaps they themselves have very real encounters with Jesus in their personal lives..  Could they have seen or even commune with Him?

I remembered Yan Yan, my ex-Citi colleague, she shared with me about this story.  A 9-year-old boy was cycling on the road, and he was almost hit by a van!  But miraculously, he was saved.  When asked about what had happened, the boy replied that 'Jesus saved him'!  At that very brief moment, when he was just on the verge of being hit, he cried "Jesus"!  There was this invisible "force" that came & stopped the van in time...

To some people, this is ridiculous?.  We are living in this age where people just want to rationalize everything.

But, for me, I guess, I want to live a life that gives all glory to God.  Keeping a simple faith, a childlike faith..  I think, living this way will help me to keep my heart right..  Always thankful to not just the big things, but also the little things in life...

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God".

Let us not allow the "intelligence" of this world, to take away the credits that actually belong to Him.  Let us not forget that in the first place, all intelligence, all technology, everything & everything.  God is the Creator of them all.

I believe.

.. A Chance ..

We just want to be good shepherds for the Lord...

Can you just give us a chance?