.. heaven & earth may pass away, but His WORD will stand ..

wow... nice picture!! took it during the anniversay at SIS...
madeline finally got it reprinted & gave us a copy.

hmmm... would be perfect if dad is in the picture...

been 7 years since we came to know the Lord...
wow... it has really been 7 amazing years where God has shown Himself
so true, so faithful, so good, so merciful, full of grace....

Our God is an AWESOME God!

"When once is saved, the whole household shall be saved!"
This verse will come to pass, I believe.

.. 3am plus ..

it's 3am plus, usually by this time i would already been sleeping for few hours le lo... but not for today...

it's been a long long while since i'd ever felt so down...

but i'll choose to believe in God & His power... to turn the situation around...

in my work.

in w116.

in a prayer that i'm holding dear to my heart.

God will come true. He is faithful & true.

Give all glory to You.

.. a grieved heart ...

my heart is grieved... burdened... perhaps it's a time where the Lord is drawing me once again to Him, where my heart can engaged His heart once again. know the Father's heart, His burden..

can Father be grieved? why not? when His children neglected Him, living their own ways of life, not really thinking much of His Kingdom.

will the time really come when the children will indeed not just seek after the blessings, but the Blessor?

what is accountability? it's weird why some people cannot account their lives to a spiritual leader. i feel the problem today is not on the definition of accountability. the problem today is on the definition of a CGL?

who do you think a CGL is? has the faith of the people in God's leaders wavered as time passes? that they simply chose not to account, but to live their own way of life? that they think their own wisdom surpasses the wisdom of their leader? then, why do you still want to be placed under their leadership?

my heart is grieved... burdened... had a short conversation with Pastor CK yesterday after Svc, his heart was so grieved. we are spirit-beings. as we communicate spirit to spirit, i somehow caught his grief, his burden. i just felt my spirit awakened inside of me. Come on Elaine! Arise! Be a support to the Pastor that God has placed you under! Be a fighter for the Kingdom in this zone! My heart wept.. I make a decision that I will change.

why is it that people always choose to be so self-centered, where they always think about, "I, Me, Myself?" What I want to do, what I want to be? This is what I want to do, this is what I want to be? This is the way I want to choose to live my life?

where are the days where the people of God will be so Christ-centered, where they will think about, God, what can I do for you? God, who can I reach out to? God, I want to spend time with you? God how can I shine for you in the marketplace? what can I do? Jesus I want to carry Your burden.. Jesus, how can I grow in You even more? Jesus, how can I grow Your kingdom?.... Jesus, how can I serve You more?....

are the days gone where fervency & passion for God's kingdom are over-shadowed by the cares of the world, the lust of the eyes & the pride of life?

God, let my people come to a place where I do not have to worry about them. They can release me to do more for You. They will grow in You, desiring to do more for You. They will think about You. Think about Your people. They will be fighters together with me as labourers for Your Kingdom. They will put Your Kingdom first. Oh God, I cry out to You!

my leave is over... back to work tomorrow! am excited, looking forward to it. though it's going to be battlefield again, yet i know God will reward the hard-working. I will continue to work hard, shine for God. :)

I will arise, & lay down my life as a sacrifice. Jesus, You deserve all.

.. arise & build 2006 ..

i give my all to You

i give my all to You

pouring out this treasure You gave

in Your promises our hearts turn brave

i will arise & lay down this sacrifice

as we're building Your house on high!

the day had finally come to pledge once again to the work of the KOG..
this year is really different.. really different..
a feeling that things are going to be great great GREAT! PTL!

am really excited about the new place that we're going to go into.. the marketplace! though do not know where, do not know when, do not know how?! Truly we don't have to figure out everything in advance before we begin to do something. We begin with the faith that we already have & we commit to act on the faith we have.

i'm really glad to have my appraisal done a day before the day of the pledging. it certainly helped to increase my faith to go ahead with the amt that i wanted to give in this year's arise & build. God is good lah.. He knows the best. :) He's always so timely to give us the encouragement whenever we need...

i'm really glad to be able to pray for TSP before she goes.. still remember the days where she really got me so upset so upset at work.. never once before did i thought of leaving the bank. but she managed to "provoke" me to think that thought! wow! not bad huh.. really get on my nerves. :P but i guess, through her, God is showing me the weak areas that i still need to work on.. :)

it's really such a great feeling to be sharing with people about the good news.. about God. even though they may not respond immediately, i'm still glad to share, cos i know another seed has been sown into their lives. :)

can really see w116 is breaking through!! PTL!! yeah! God is faithful to His promises. glad that everyone in w116 is tithing, that's why windows of heaven are opened over us! hope joshua & xh will make a decision to stay with us & get to know God more in the days to come. God has a great destiny for the both of them too!

thanks guys, for always desiring to give your best & precious to God. God is good. He never short-changes. Looking forward to hear the many testimonies that all of you will share in the days ahead!